crabs and growing old!

haha..today im going to talk about crabs and growing old =) super no link rite? i know! i'll tell you about the link. haha. okaes today i helped my parents and their mahjong gang buy dinner and i went to this coffee shop, so while sitting down there i saw an old lady and i started thinking about GROWING OLD. and then i saw some crabs! den i started thinking about crabs too. so as my thoughts progressed, i decided to just blog for the fun of it!

so what did i think about when i saw the crabs? i realised that those crabs there were leading very sad lives! you know they are all tied up and they basically cant move around much and have NO FREEDOM! not to say the crab right at the bottom of the entire tank gets it the worst cos its TOTALLY SQUASHED by all its friends. hey..can you imagine if crabs have enemies and one of its enemy is actually on top of it? haiyo so sad rite? bet the enemy will be happily on top and the crab angrily at the bottom. but then again if that crab was smart, he should be happy cos its enemy is gonna get taken out and killed first! hmm..ok besides all those i think they are really sad crabs because they are just gonna get killed in a matter of hours! and they are literally waiting for death since they cant escape or anything. its like painful long death, which scares me! i rather skip the suffering and waiting if i was the crab! so which brings me to the point..are we humans just waiting for death too? are we just sitting around and our end point in life is death? HOW CAN THAT BE? that will be really pointless and silly. there must be more to life than just death. think about it =)

i'll tell you there's ETERNAL life in Jesus if you believe in Him.

ok then i was also thinking about the old lady. her face was wrinkled and she's wearing ah ma clothes, and i thought 'i do not want to be like that in the future! wei yee do not want to grow old! help! i dont want to wear ah ma clothes, i dont want to be old and wrinkly =(' and you know what else? i realised she was eating alone. is life gonna be so lonely when we all grow up? are all the friends around you goning to leave one by one? i dont want to watch my friends leave me! and then i realised again, she is probably just waiting for that one day to come when she will leave the world too. so is life so pointless once you reach a certain age? is there nothing else to do but wait for death? CANNOT BE AGAIN! life is not so pointless and meaningless. you know what? i have decided that when i grow old, im going to be the happiest granny in church, serving the Lord with all my heart. by then i'll have all the time in the world, no more worries! of cos i will not be waiting for death because i know i have eternal life in Christ! oh ya i'll be funky old granny too! i'll wear mini skirts and funky tops! i'll keep keeping up with the trend. im gonna be the funkiest granny around! woohoo!

okaes enuff about my thoughts! they are super random. tom's yicheng's one year old bday party! tt boy is gonna be one yr old! time FLIES man. seemed like just a few months ago that baby yc entered in my life and now he's become such a big part of it. though i do wanna spank him for bullying me, i love him very much still! same as some other bully. haha.

tis sem is the toughest of my entire ntu life. but i believe it will be a different sem again because i know that God is always always gonna be in control. wei yee just got to be reminded again and again not to slip into panic attacks when things dun seem to run in her own ways!

im all His =))