Thursday, February 15, 2007

my family and i

when it comes to religion, it becomes the most difficult thing to talk to my family about. why? bcos it always becomes a sensitive issue and i dun want to end up hurting anybody but yet at the same time i want to be obedient to God. at least i try as much as i can to be obedient.

so when i felt like just going to stint or going full time in crusade, cos i feel that i have nothing to lose (since im so young, and i just want to try out different areas plus im not that keen on going to the marketplace), i had the hardest time even telling my family about it. this thought has been on my mind for the entire semester last year already, and the biggest obstacle is always always my family - their reactions.

but thank God that there has been a breakthrough in this area after the 13 days of engage. on a sunday family dinner, i just casually told my mummy that i feel like working in crusade for one or two years. to me, its a fair deal bcos its their wish for me to work in deloitte and its my wish to work in crusade rite? so if i work 2 years there, den i wanna work 2 years here that kind of deal. hahas. oh wells, mum protested. haha..which is expected..DUHH!! so after a week when i came back from home, she told me that she told dad already. that's even better! so i dun have to face dad myself. phewww..and she said that he will chase me out of the house. =(( but this reaction is to be expected too i guess. and she also told me that whatever i do, is just stopping them more from ever coming to church. and that made me sad. i dun want to stumble them at all.

and over the weekends, i spent it just shopping with my mummy, cos daddy told mummy to just buy me whatever clothes i want for cny. so sweet. so i felt really bad. and i told God, i really dont want to stumble them, their lives is very important to me. so den i told mum that i will not go and work in crusade till they give me their blessings. and so now, im trusting God to change their hearts in the years to come. if God really wants me to venture out to this area, i believe is is soverign and good, and he will let things come to pass in His own time. pray for me k.

so with this, yea im very thankful that there's been a great breakthrough in this area of my live.

went campus witnessing with crystal yday during blitz! it was great. we shared with a catholic who recieved Christ! shared with another girl whose heart is so hard, prayed for her. and i really saw that the harvest was really ready, but the workers were few (only 4 of us). hopefully more pple will start to come for blitz! revival will come to ntu one day. i believe.

oh yea..and it was vday rite? =)) will post more about it once i get some pictures! hee. monkey gabe was very nice and sweet. he prepared appetizer, which became dinner for me in my room! SUUURRRPPPRRIISSEEE!!!!!!!! i was very happy and surprised!! yay. and i got a big present. i got a PINEAPPLE as a present! hahah..gabe's the pineapple by the way. =)) muahahahas. ong lai. i like. thank u! =) happy happy wei yee.

im all His =))

ppiggy says i must put her picture on this blog

here you go piggy! pink and cute. =))

im all His =))