exams!

u know..many times when it comes to exams, i really tend to depend on MYSELF too much. i would plan my timetable and try very hard, making sure that i stick to it. i did the same tis sem too. but just one day into the timetable, i couldn't keep up already. i had so many project presentations and spend hours just doing the slides! have another project to design poster and invitation and i sepnt TEN solid hours on that. i was kinda sad that i couldnt study. and yes im still pretty much behind in my work.

BUT garbage reminded me that 'im a greater candidate for miracles to happen now!' and i tink my grades are NOT gonna be limited by the lack of time i have, cos im gonna believe that tis exam is gonna be DIFFERENT!! im really really gonne trust God tt the revision time SHALL be of quality. and if u wanna pray for me, pray specifically for 3A and 2B..or better still 5A!! haha. i havent gotten a single A. and i want to tis sem. =)) okie..strength strength wisdom..POUR UPON ME!!!!!!!!

im all His =))

yayy..my rainbow party!!

yayyyyy..it is coming to light in one week's time!! HOORAY!! im going to have my rainbow party and many many people coming!! many thanks to those of you who are coming down! its going to be a special night for me!! =)) and hopefully for you too!

and its been a LOONG while since i've updated! and something exciting over the week is the SM appreciation that crusades had. it was really very joyous and happy, even as we go around stalking DGs to videocam them, planning the surprise for the staff's appreciation, watching the DGs videos, watching the live performances, watching how GOd is really and truly changing lives. it is exciting indeed.

currently, still thinking if i should move home? what do you all think? hrmm..

im all His =))

a great weekend..cos great things happened!

wow. its been a super weekend. it started on fri when i went with the sports club pple to guangyang sec sch as a camp instructor! it was qt an experience and the kids that we were handling were the sec4/5 n level students. on my part, it was my first close encounter with these kids and they are amazing too. i see the leadership quality in some of them, and i see how close they are to each other. but i couldn't really clique with them, and i guess i really grew up in a very different environment, i cant relate much to them. but nonetheless, it was still quite an experience. really shagged me out. and was SO THANKFUL that we broke camp at 1pm the next day! so i came home and slept till abt 5pm.

den THIS is the amazing thing. i met up with alene to finish up our followup material. and i realised that its exactly 3 mths minus one day since she receieved Christ! and yea we finished the FU materials! thank and praise God for how He leads. and alene brought her friend si qi along that day! and she said si qi wanted to find out more abt Christianity. like WOW! u dun meet pple like that everyday! so i was thinkin what to do? so i just finished the last 3 books for FU and it was really really good. i was learning myself! and den i had the chance to share with si qi using the WYS booklet. and praise and thank God, she received Christ! it was amazing. all glory goes to Him! =)) im really amazed at how God prepares His children's hearts to come to Him. in His time, all things will work towards His perfect plan for each and everyone of us. and so we all prayed and thanked God for the work in our lives. ever so thankful that God could use me again =)) all glory to Him.

and den i went home and was shagged out again. so i slept till sunday morning for church! went to garbage's church. glad that jongjong came too! spideyman came also. haha. it was a great service! the message was good! it was about us believers being called to BELIEVE. believe that if God is for us, who can be against us? and God Himself wants and desires for all His children to succeed in all they do! cannot imagine that right? sometimes when the situations turn against us, we think that God has forgotten us. we think that God has left us. but that is NOT TRUE! He desires the perfect gift for us, that's why He gave us Jesus! and if He already gave us the perfect gift of Jesus, what else will He withhold from us?? NOTHING!! gosh. and God is with us EVERYDAY, EVERY MOMENT! why do i keep forgetting that? haha. time to start believing in His great promises. cos He made them voluntarily, He made them with His own will. He really desires for all of us to experience His abundant life. won't you want to too?

yeps..den went to suntect to support vert mart. haha. it was not bad. x-physique team came in SECOND! haha. POWERFUL xm, alvin, kengchew, rain and alda! i respect your! haha. den den i went to meet my family to celebrate my parent's 30th wedding anniversary!! woohoo!! i love my family! i wish that we can have more of such family dinners more often! i wish that they can experience God too! my prayers will pray on for them. =)) cos ONE DAY SALVATION WILL COME! =)) i BELIEVE.

k its late. i shld sign off. =))

im all His =))

many thanksgiving =))

thank God for this week! its almost over! first..me and my dg had our first QT together! thanks to enting for organizing it! it was a good time of just sitting down and absorbing God's words! really hope that this can be more regular! =) i could never have guessed that this can actually happen! thankful thankful that it did!

den tues to thurs was DA VINCI project in ntu! its really a privilege to be part of this whole movement. tues hall distribution was smooth and thank God for answering my prayer when He brought rachel, jiajun, ivan and junxiang to help for hall one! and must thank God that He really allowed me to be part of this, esp when there's the 205 report due tis friday, everyone would be meeting on wed to pia this report. but thank God for my grp that agreed to meet on tues and we sort of finished it! so i was free the whole of wed to help out. but even on wed, i had to do my biz com ppt halfway and also to collect stuff to pass to someone. thank God for lizzie and ah yong who is so so so kind to help me collect those stuff AND carry to my room for me! and the biz com presentation went qt well today too! thank God!! =)) so effectively i was available to help on wed! it was pretty fun and nice to see everybody gettin one copy! some threw it away, but it doesnt matter. they reject the Gospel and not us yea. and my dg girls came to help out too! it was good to see them involved in the ministry. all God's work for He moves in the hearts of pple to respond to His call. =))

and im going for a camp tom! a chance to earn money! haha..but oh wells..hope its fun! haha..ok im still designing my bday invite! haha..it will be nice nice..=)) ok it SHALL be nice. cos I DESIGNED IT. HAHAHAHA..tink its gonna be fun filmin for the SM appreciation nxt week! =))

im all His =))

my 21st bday party =)

haha..i have decided on the theme and date! haha and the venue is most likely to be my house! my humble little home!! hee!! the date SHALL be on the 1st of April. and its NOT an april fool's joke. so pls turn up if ur invited! hee. but the guest list is not out yet. im so lazy to contact the world. haha. well here's the THEME!!

its RAINBOW!! i love rainbows. its God's covenant with us! heehee
so each of my different grps of frens got to turn up in one shade of the rainbow.

So if you knew me from

ij pri (tp) - RED
st nicks - ORANGE
njc - YELLOW
ntu sports club - GREEN
ntu campus crusade - BLUE
church - INDIGO
none of the above - VIOLET
my dear family - WHITE..like the clouds (the clouds tt bring out the rainbow's beauty..but actually cos i know they wont care abt me and my colour code =( bOO)

haha. so like pingy who knows me fr st nicks AND also fr nj, she has to come in ORANGE AND YELLOW! muahaha!! ok but its not like you got to wear orange shirt and yellow skirt. just come in ABIT of orange and ABIT of yellow. but the colours must appear on the top half of the body! ok? understand? dun play cheat ah! i'll be checking!! heehee =)) tis IS FUN!! haha and for those who were from njc but didnt really knew me then, you still got to appear in yellow plus whatever other colour. haha this follows for any other 'categories'..!! hahahahaha!!

im all His =))

check out my dear yicheng!

here's presenting my darling. the one tt is attracting me to move home to stay. =))

im all His =))

You Are So Faithful - Bob Fitts

Like the sun that rises everyday
You are so faithful, Lord You are faithful
Like the rain that You send and every breath that I breathe
You are so faithful, Lord

Like a rose that comes alive every spring
You are so faithful, Lord You are faithful
Like the life that You give to every beat of my heart
You are so faithful, Lord

I see a cross and the price You had to pay
I see the blood that washed my sins away
And in the midst of the storm through the wind and the waves
You're still be faithful, You're still be faithful
And when the stars refuse to shine and time is no more
You're still be faithful, You're still be faithful, Lord

hee this is my new current favourite song. i nv realised that it existed on my songlist until recently. but i cant find the chords? anybody has the chords? can lend me? =)) thanks!

anyways im plannin my bday party! haha. its gonna be on 1st April. BUT its NOT A JOKE ok. so pls do turn up..haha. more details shall be posted up soon! its gonna be a RAINBOW theme!! =))

im all His =))

mercy that we don't deserve

today i experienced what is called God's mercy.

and this mercy comes when we REALLY do not deserve it. we can all make so many many big and small mistakes and God can really choose to punish us, to make us learn the hard way. But God is so loving at the same time that He extends His grace when we cry out to Him from the bottom of our hearts. Our tears and prayers were indeed embraced by God when He showed just how much He really loves us, that even when we truly deserve to be condemned, He still gave that one chance of Hope. And that was when i was positively sure that the situation was bleak, He reassured that we can truly trust in Him. Because He is the God that desires for NONE to perish and all to have an abundant life.

Trust me, even when the situation is 99.9% against you, God can and will make that 0.1% possible, cause Daddy God is SO REAL and He loves you even more than you love yourself.

im all His =))

thanksgiving

hey. God really hears and answers my prayers. i remember only a few weeks ago i was sharing with joyce abt discipleship and how difficult it can get sometimes. so we prayed together for each other's dg. and praise the Lord. my dg with my girls are really so much more regular. really really thank God for the hearts of these girls, who really want to see the Lord and grow in their walk with Him. =) im so encouraged and its only after some struggles where you really learn to appreciate the sweetness. and these girls are so so special, and i believe God placed each of us in each other's lives for a reason. i pray that i can love them like how Jesus loves them too.

today's dg was good. we went witnessing during our dg time! awesome time. i went with grace first and we were praying and asking God for just ONE person to listen to us. and we walked and we approached this chinese girl. and she was wearing a buddha necklace and had alot of chinese religion thingy ard her. but we asked her to do the survey and if we could share with her. thank God tt grace was sleepy and she was reading slowly, and the girl was able to understand the booklet slowly too. it was so amazing when she said she would like to receive Christ! so grace led her to pray and then we arranged for a follow-up session! and we will start this friday! =)) praise the Lord, He is truly working in our campus. students hearts ARE softened and are turning to Him. we are only labourers, and chosen by Him to do His work. its a privilege to be used by the great King, cos we really had nothing much to offer but a willing heart.

den it was dg time. it was a good time of sharing and learning with enting and grace too. shared abt our fears. we all have fears, but as long as the Lord askes u to step out. act in obedience because He promised He will be with us always and He will meet our inadequacies. its always nice to know that its when we're weak, He's strong. and through our weakness, we can see Him use us and work through us. =))

den it was time for me and enting to share. this time round, we met many Christians and so it was a great opportunity to invite them for the da vinci talk! many of them expressed interest and it was great. and den we met our last girl. and i tink she was an encouragement to us too. she was so patiently listening, noddin in agreement and though she did not pray with us, i know that God will work in her life. because God loves her and sent us to share with her. we can only pray and present her to the Lord, and He will work a miracle in this situation too. i believe it was a breakthrough for enting too. =))

and den had my last x-physique debrief/meeting. it was pretty fun too, esp supper! its been a long time since we just hanged around and simply enjoy one another's company. though i dun really feel belonged to sports club that much anymore, i still love the pple there, esp them as individuals. =) im glad i went for supper, sang funny song and tokked nonsense. haha!

ahs now, im prayin hard to God over something. God be kind! i believe God will see us through too.. somehow He will be glorified. oh i didnt get TYCO. but never mind, i have stuff to do in church too. and i signed up for gen12!! i tink i will end up going southern cross spore. hmmm..pray that it will be enriching too!

im all His =))