u know..many times when it comes to exams, i really tend to depend on MYSELF too much. i would plan my timetable and try very hard, making sure that i stick to it. i did the same tis sem too. but just one day into the timetable, i couldn't keep up already. i had so many project presentations and spend hours just doing the slides! have another project to design poster and invitation and i sepnt TEN solid hours on that. i was kinda sad that i couldnt study. and yes im still pretty much behind in my work.
BUT garbage reminded me that 'im a greater candidate for miracles to happen now!' and i tink my grades are NOT gonna be limited by the lack of time i have, cos im gonna believe that tis exam is gonna be DIFFERENT!! im really really gonne trust God tt the revision time SHALL be of quality. and if u wanna pray for me, pray specifically for 3A and 2B..or better still 5A!! haha. i havent gotten a single A. and i want to tis sem. =)) okie..strength strength wisdom..POUR UPON ME!!!!!!!!
im all His =))
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Saturday, March 25, 2006
yayy..my rainbow party!!
yayyyyy..it is coming to light in one week's time!! HOORAY!! im going to have my rainbow party and many many people coming!! many thanks to those of you who are coming down! its going to be a special night for me!! =)) and hopefully for you too!
and its been a LOONG while since i've updated! and something exciting over the week is the SM appreciation that crusades had. it was really very joyous and happy, even as we go around stalking DGs to videocam them, planning the surprise for the staff's appreciation, watching the DGs videos, watching the live performances, watching how GOd is really and truly changing lives. it is exciting indeed.
currently, still thinking if i should move home? what do you all think? hrmm..
im all His =))
and its been a LOONG while since i've updated! and something exciting over the week is the SM appreciation that crusades had. it was really very joyous and happy, even as we go around stalking DGs to videocam them, planning the surprise for the staff's appreciation, watching the DGs videos, watching the live performances, watching how GOd is really and truly changing lives. it is exciting indeed.
currently, still thinking if i should move home? what do you all think? hrmm..
im all His =))
Monday, March 13, 2006
a great weekend..cos great things happened!
wow. its been a super weekend. it started on fri when i went with the sports club pple to guangyang sec sch as a camp instructor! it was qt an experience and the kids that we were handling were the sec4/5 n level students. on my part, it was my first close encounter with these kids and they are amazing too. i see the leadership quality in some of them, and i see how close they are to each other. but i couldn't really clique with them, and i guess i really grew up in a very different environment, i cant relate much to them. but nonetheless, it was still quite an experience. really shagged me out. and was SO THANKFUL that we broke camp at 1pm the next day! so i came home and slept till abt 5pm.
den THIS is the amazing thing. i met up with alene to finish up our followup material. and i realised that its exactly 3 mths minus one day since she receieved Christ! and yea we finished the FU materials! thank and praise God for how He leads. and alene brought her friend si qi along that day! and she said si qi wanted to find out more abt Christianity. like WOW! u dun meet pple like that everyday! so i was thinkin what to do? so i just finished the last 3 books for FU and it was really really good. i was learning myself! and den i had the chance to share with si qi using the WYS booklet. and praise and thank God, she received Christ! it was amazing. all glory goes to Him! =)) im really amazed at how God prepares His children's hearts to come to Him. in His time, all things will work towards His perfect plan for each and everyone of us. and so we all prayed and thanked God for the work in our lives. ever so thankful that God could use me again =)) all glory to Him.
and den i went home and was shagged out again. so i slept till sunday morning for church! went to garbage's church. glad that jongjong came too! spideyman came also. haha. it was a great service! the message was good! it was about us believers being called to BELIEVE. believe that if God is for us, who can be against us? and God Himself wants and desires for all His children to succeed in all they do! cannot imagine that right? sometimes when the situations turn against us, we think that God has forgotten us. we think that God has left us. but that is NOT TRUE! He desires the perfect gift for us, that's why He gave us Jesus! and if He already gave us the perfect gift of Jesus, what else will He withhold from us?? NOTHING!! gosh. and God is with us EVERYDAY, EVERY MOMENT! why do i keep forgetting that? haha. time to start believing in His great promises. cos He made them voluntarily, He made them with His own will. He really desires for all of us to experience His abundant life. won't you want to too?
yeps..den went to suntect to support vert mart. haha. it was not bad. x-physique team came in SECOND! haha. POWERFUL xm, alvin, kengchew, rain and alda! i respect your! haha. den den i went to meet my family to celebrate my parent's 30th wedding anniversary!! woohoo!! i love my family! i wish that we can have more of such family dinners more often! i wish that they can experience God too! my prayers will pray on for them. =)) cos ONE DAY SALVATION WILL COME! =)) i BELIEVE.
k its late. i shld sign off. =))
im all His =))
den THIS is the amazing thing. i met up with alene to finish up our followup material. and i realised that its exactly 3 mths minus one day since she receieved Christ! and yea we finished the FU materials! thank and praise God for how He leads. and alene brought her friend si qi along that day! and she said si qi wanted to find out more abt Christianity. like WOW! u dun meet pple like that everyday! so i was thinkin what to do? so i just finished the last 3 books for FU and it was really really good. i was learning myself! and den i had the chance to share with si qi using the WYS booklet. and praise and thank God, she received Christ! it was amazing. all glory goes to Him! =)) im really amazed at how God prepares His children's hearts to come to Him. in His time, all things will work towards His perfect plan for each and everyone of us. and so we all prayed and thanked God for the work in our lives. ever so thankful that God could use me again =)) all glory to Him.
and den i went home and was shagged out again. so i slept till sunday morning for church! went to garbage's church. glad that jongjong came too! spideyman came also. haha. it was a great service! the message was good! it was about us believers being called to BELIEVE. believe that if God is for us, who can be against us? and God Himself wants and desires for all His children to succeed in all they do! cannot imagine that right? sometimes when the situations turn against us, we think that God has forgotten us. we think that God has left us. but that is NOT TRUE! He desires the perfect gift for us, that's why He gave us Jesus! and if He already gave us the perfect gift of Jesus, what else will He withhold from us?? NOTHING!! gosh. and God is with us EVERYDAY, EVERY MOMENT! why do i keep forgetting that? haha. time to start believing in His great promises. cos He made them voluntarily, He made them with His own will. He really desires for all of us to experience His abundant life. won't you want to too?
yeps..den went to suntect to support vert mart. haha. it was not bad. x-physique team came in SECOND! haha. POWERFUL xm, alvin, kengchew, rain and alda! i respect your! haha. den den i went to meet my family to celebrate my parent's 30th wedding anniversary!! woohoo!! i love my family! i wish that we can have more of such family dinners more often! i wish that they can experience God too! my prayers will pray on for them. =)) cos ONE DAY SALVATION WILL COME! =)) i BELIEVE.
k its late. i shld sign off. =))
im all His =))
Friday, March 10, 2006
many thanksgiving =))
thank God for this week! its almost over! first..me and my dg had our first QT together! thanks to enting for organizing it! it was a good time of just sitting down and absorbing God's words! really hope that this can be more regular! =) i could never have guessed that this can actually happen! thankful thankful that it did!
den tues to thurs was DA VINCI project in ntu! its really a privilege to be part of this whole movement. tues hall distribution was smooth and thank God for answering my prayer when He brought rachel, jiajun, ivan and junxiang to help for hall one! and must thank God that He really allowed me to be part of this, esp when there's the 205 report due tis friday, everyone would be meeting on wed to pia this report. but thank God for my grp that agreed to meet on tues and we sort of finished it! so i was free the whole of wed to help out. but even on wed, i had to do my biz com ppt halfway and also to collect stuff to pass to someone. thank God for lizzie and ah yong who is so so so kind to help me collect those stuff AND carry to my room for me! and the biz com presentation went qt well today too! thank God!! =)) so effectively i was available to help on wed! it was pretty fun and nice to see everybody gettin one copy! some threw it away, but it doesnt matter. they reject the Gospel and not us yea. and my dg girls came to help out too! it was good to see them involved in the ministry. all God's work for He moves in the hearts of pple to respond to His call. =))
and im going for a camp tom! a chance to earn money! haha..but oh wells..hope its fun! haha..ok im still designing my bday invite! haha..it will be nice nice..=)) ok it SHALL be nice. cos I DESIGNED IT. HAHAHAHA..tink its gonna be fun filmin for the SM appreciation nxt week! =))
im all His =))
den tues to thurs was DA VINCI project in ntu! its really a privilege to be part of this whole movement. tues hall distribution was smooth and thank God for answering my prayer when He brought rachel, jiajun, ivan and junxiang to help for hall one! and must thank God that He really allowed me to be part of this, esp when there's the 205 report due tis friday, everyone would be meeting on wed to pia this report. but thank God for my grp that agreed to meet on tues and we sort of finished it! so i was free the whole of wed to help out. but even on wed, i had to do my biz com ppt halfway and also to collect stuff to pass to someone. thank God for lizzie and ah yong who is so so so kind to help me collect those stuff AND carry to my room for me! and the biz com presentation went qt well today too! thank God!! =)) so effectively i was available to help on wed! it was pretty fun and nice to see everybody gettin one copy! some threw it away, but it doesnt matter. they reject the Gospel and not us yea. and my dg girls came to help out too! it was good to see them involved in the ministry. all God's work for He moves in the hearts of pple to respond to His call. =))
and im going for a camp tom! a chance to earn money! haha..but oh wells..hope its fun! haha..ok im still designing my bday invite! haha..it will be nice nice..=)) ok it SHALL be nice. cos I DESIGNED IT. HAHAHAHA..tink its gonna be fun filmin for the SM appreciation nxt week! =))
im all His =))
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
my 21st bday party =)
haha..i have decided on the theme and date! haha and the venue is most likely to be my house! my humble little home!! hee!! the date SHALL be on the 1st of April. and its NOT an april fool's joke. so pls turn up if ur invited! hee. but the guest list is not out yet. im so lazy to contact the world. haha. well here's the THEME!!
its RAINBOW!! i love rainbows. its God's covenant with us! heehee
so each of my different grps of frens got to turn up in one shade of the rainbow.
So if you knew me from
ij pri (tp) - RED
st nicks - ORANGE
njc - YELLOW
ntu sports club - GREEN
ntu campus crusade - BLUE
church - INDIGO
none of the above - VIOLET
my dear family - WHITE..like the clouds (the clouds tt bring out the rainbow's beauty..but actually cos i know they wont care abt me and my colour code =( bOO)
haha. so like pingy who knows me fr st nicks AND also fr nj, she has to come in ORANGE AND YELLOW! muahaha!! ok but its not like you got to wear orange shirt and yellow skirt. just come in ABIT of orange and ABIT of yellow. but the colours must appear on the top half of the body! ok? understand? dun play cheat ah! i'll be checking!! heehee =)) tis IS FUN!! haha and for those who were from njc but didnt really knew me then, you still got to appear in yellow plus whatever other colour. haha this follows for any other 'categories'..!! hahahahaha!!
im all His =))
its RAINBOW!! i love rainbows. its God's covenant with us! heehee
so each of my different grps of frens got to turn up in one shade of the rainbow.
So if you knew me from
ij pri (tp) - RED
st nicks - ORANGE
njc - YELLOW
ntu sports club - GREEN
ntu campus crusade - BLUE
church - INDIGO
none of the above - VIOLET
my dear family - WHITE..like the clouds (the clouds tt bring out the rainbow's beauty..but actually cos i know they wont care abt me and my colour code =( bOO)
haha. so like pingy who knows me fr st nicks AND also fr nj, she has to come in ORANGE AND YELLOW! muahaha!! ok but its not like you got to wear orange shirt and yellow skirt. just come in ABIT of orange and ABIT of yellow. but the colours must appear on the top half of the body! ok? understand? dun play cheat ah! i'll be checking!! heehee =)) tis IS FUN!! haha and for those who were from njc but didnt really knew me then, you still got to appear in yellow plus whatever other colour. haha this follows for any other 'categories'..!! hahahahaha!!
im all His =))
check out my dear yicheng!
here's presenting my darling. the one tt is attracting me to move home to stay. =))
im all His =))
Sunday, March 05, 2006
You Are So Faithful - Bob Fitts
Like the sun that rises everyday
You are so faithful, Lord You are faithful
Like the rain that You send and every breath that I breathe
You are so faithful, Lord
Like a rose that comes alive every spring
You are so faithful, Lord You are faithful
Like the life that You give to every beat of my heart
You are so faithful, Lord
I see a cross and the price You had to pay
I see the blood that washed my sins away
And in the midst of the storm through the wind and the waves
You're still be faithful, You're still be faithful
And when the stars refuse to shine and time is no more
You're still be faithful, You're still be faithful, Lord
hee this is my new current favourite song. i nv realised that it existed on my songlist until recently. but i cant find the chords? anybody has the chords? can lend me? =)) thanks!
anyways im plannin my bday party! haha. its gonna be on 1st April. BUT its NOT A JOKE ok. so pls do turn up..haha. more details shall be posted up soon! its gonna be a RAINBOW theme!! =))
im all His =))
You are so faithful, Lord You are faithful
Like the rain that You send and every breath that I breathe
You are so faithful, Lord
Like a rose that comes alive every spring
You are so faithful, Lord You are faithful
Like the life that You give to every beat of my heart
You are so faithful, Lord
I see a cross and the price You had to pay
I see the blood that washed my sins away
And in the midst of the storm through the wind and the waves
You're still be faithful, You're still be faithful
And when the stars refuse to shine and time is no more
You're still be faithful, You're still be faithful, Lord
hee this is my new current favourite song. i nv realised that it existed on my songlist until recently. but i cant find the chords? anybody has the chords? can lend me? =)) thanks!
anyways im plannin my bday party! haha. its gonna be on 1st April. BUT its NOT A JOKE ok. so pls do turn up..haha. more details shall be posted up soon! its gonna be a RAINBOW theme!! =))
im all His =))
Friday, March 03, 2006
mercy that we don't deserve
today i experienced what is called God's mercy.
and this mercy comes when we REALLY do not deserve it. we can all make so many many big and small mistakes and God can really choose to punish us, to make us learn the hard way. But God is so loving at the same time that He extends His grace when we cry out to Him from the bottom of our hearts. Our tears and prayers were indeed embraced by God when He showed just how much He really loves us, that even when we truly deserve to be condemned, He still gave that one chance of Hope. And that was when i was positively sure that the situation was bleak, He reassured that we can truly trust in Him. Because He is the God that desires for NONE to perish and all to have an abundant life.
Trust me, even when the situation is 99.9% against you, God can and will make that 0.1% possible, cause Daddy God is SO REAL and He loves you even more than you love yourself.
im all His =))
and this mercy comes when we REALLY do not deserve it. we can all make so many many big and small mistakes and God can really choose to punish us, to make us learn the hard way. But God is so loving at the same time that He extends His grace when we cry out to Him from the bottom of our hearts. Our tears and prayers were indeed embraced by God when He showed just how much He really loves us, that even when we truly deserve to be condemned, He still gave that one chance of Hope. And that was when i was positively sure that the situation was bleak, He reassured that we can truly trust in Him. Because He is the God that desires for NONE to perish and all to have an abundant life.
Trust me, even when the situation is 99.9% against you, God can and will make that 0.1% possible, cause Daddy God is SO REAL and He loves you even more than you love yourself.
im all His =))
Thursday, March 02, 2006
thanksgiving
hey. God really hears and answers my prayers. i remember only a few weeks ago i was sharing with joyce abt discipleship and how difficult it can get sometimes. so we prayed together for each other's dg. and praise the Lord. my dg with my girls are really so much more regular. really really thank God for the hearts of these girls, who really want to see the Lord and grow in their walk with Him. =) im so encouraged and its only after some struggles where you really learn to appreciate the sweetness. and these girls are so so special, and i believe God placed each of us in each other's lives for a reason. i pray that i can love them like how Jesus loves them too.
today's dg was good. we went witnessing during our dg time! awesome time. i went with grace first and we were praying and asking God for just ONE person to listen to us. and we walked and we approached this chinese girl. and she was wearing a buddha necklace and had alot of chinese religion thingy ard her. but we asked her to do the survey and if we could share with her. thank God tt grace was sleepy and she was reading slowly, and the girl was able to understand the booklet slowly too. it was so amazing when she said she would like to receive Christ! so grace led her to pray and then we arranged for a follow-up session! and we will start this friday! =)) praise the Lord, He is truly working in our campus. students hearts ARE softened and are turning to Him. we are only labourers, and chosen by Him to do His work. its a privilege to be used by the great King, cos we really had nothing much to offer but a willing heart.
den it was dg time. it was a good time of sharing and learning with enting and grace too. shared abt our fears. we all have fears, but as long as the Lord askes u to step out. act in obedience because He promised He will be with us always and He will meet our inadequacies. its always nice to know that its when we're weak, He's strong. and through our weakness, we can see Him use us and work through us. =))
den it was time for me and enting to share. this time round, we met many Christians and so it was a great opportunity to invite them for the da vinci talk! many of them expressed interest and it was great. and den we met our last girl. and i tink she was an encouragement to us too. she was so patiently listening, noddin in agreement and though she did not pray with us, i know that God will work in her life. because God loves her and sent us to share with her. we can only pray and present her to the Lord, and He will work a miracle in this situation too. i believe it was a breakthrough for enting too. =))
and den had my last x-physique debrief/meeting. it was pretty fun too, esp supper! its been a long time since we just hanged around and simply enjoy one another's company. though i dun really feel belonged to sports club that much anymore, i still love the pple there, esp them as individuals. =) im glad i went for supper, sang funny song and tokked nonsense. haha!
ahs now, im prayin hard to God over something. God be kind! i believe God will see us through too.. somehow He will be glorified. oh i didnt get TYCO. but never mind, i have stuff to do in church too. and i signed up for gen12!! i tink i will end up going southern cross spore. hmmm..pray that it will be enriching too!
im all His =))
today's dg was good. we went witnessing during our dg time! awesome time. i went with grace first and we were praying and asking God for just ONE person to listen to us. and we walked and we approached this chinese girl. and she was wearing a buddha necklace and had alot of chinese religion thingy ard her. but we asked her to do the survey and if we could share with her. thank God tt grace was sleepy and she was reading slowly, and the girl was able to understand the booklet slowly too. it was so amazing when she said she would like to receive Christ! so grace led her to pray and then we arranged for a follow-up session! and we will start this friday! =)) praise the Lord, He is truly working in our campus. students hearts ARE softened and are turning to Him. we are only labourers, and chosen by Him to do His work. its a privilege to be used by the great King, cos we really had nothing much to offer but a willing heart.
den it was dg time. it was a good time of sharing and learning with enting and grace too. shared abt our fears. we all have fears, but as long as the Lord askes u to step out. act in obedience because He promised He will be with us always and He will meet our inadequacies. its always nice to know that its when we're weak, He's strong. and through our weakness, we can see Him use us and work through us. =))
den it was time for me and enting to share. this time round, we met many Christians and so it was a great opportunity to invite them for the da vinci talk! many of them expressed interest and it was great. and den we met our last girl. and i tink she was an encouragement to us too. she was so patiently listening, noddin in agreement and though she did not pray with us, i know that God will work in her life. because God loves her and sent us to share with her. we can only pray and present her to the Lord, and He will work a miracle in this situation too. i believe it was a breakthrough for enting too. =))
and den had my last x-physique debrief/meeting. it was pretty fun too, esp supper! its been a long time since we just hanged around and simply enjoy one another's company. though i dun really feel belonged to sports club that much anymore, i still love the pple there, esp them as individuals. =) im glad i went for supper, sang funny song and tokked nonsense. haha!
ahs now, im prayin hard to God over something. God be kind! i believe God will see us through too.. somehow He will be glorified. oh i didnt get TYCO. but never mind, i have stuff to do in church too. and i signed up for gen12!! i tink i will end up going southern cross spore. hmmm..pray that it will be enriching too!
im all His =))
Sunday, February 26, 2006
purity.
hey! today's sermon was GOOD. it was abt sexual purity. pastor really warned us against pre-marrital sex as well as affairs after gettin married. n he told us he will kick our butt if we do anything like that. he's really funny. n he was askin trick questions too. hahaha. had a really good service. n yea why shld we remain pure rite? cos God created sex for a husband and wife and its something to be enjoyed only after marraige. so boys and girls, keep that in mind!! u dun want ur butt to be kicked by him. muahahass
im all His =))
im all His =))
Saturday, February 25, 2006
today is another happy day!! =))
im HAPPY today!! yeah!! feels so good to just rest and enjoy life. went cycling tis morning with my buddy grp. thanks to nich who organised it! so the cycling party was me, joyce, shao and nich. haha..it was pretty fun! it was hilarious watching CERTAIN pple cycle..let's not mention names eh? heehee.. =)) yea so thanks to cycling im abit tanner now! yea. i look healthier!! haha..and den we just chilled and talk in macs..quite a nice time there just talking..
den den..i had my dg outing with my girls!! happy HAPPY!! really thank God tt they came! i was SO SCARED they fly my aeroplane, yeps girls if ur are reading tis, i really thank God tt ur came. haha..only agnes and alene cldnt come..its alrite there will be more chances nxt time! yea..!! and so we went SETTLERS CAFE! the food is NOT bad. and the staff that was serving us is from campus crusade la! so cool, cos yea she thought some of us looked familiar, and she looked familiar to me..so after some mind linking, yea we found out she's a crusader too! and of cos we played SETTLERS OF CATAN. woo fun!! =)) i had a really great time with them. just talking and playing. thank GOD. =))
and den made a MAD dash down to rach's party. so sorry tt they all waited for me to sing bday song. sorry sorry. but it was good seeing tt funky babe too. but somehow rach is turning ABIT ah-ma. HAHAHAHAH..rachie if ur reading tis, HAAHAH..21 yrs old dun mean being an ah ma ok? hee..but still love u..i miss the jc days ALOT.
wells..so i thank GOd for today..and yeps though i have a sucky quiz on monday, im just gonnna try my best yea. haha.. =)) and yeps im finally going church after missing two weeks! missed it due to x-physique. i miss my dear myfairlady and many otherss..gonna play for some evangelistic thingy! pray pray pray!!
in case i forget, i love u all my frens. Daddy God, i love You too!
im all His =))
den den..i had my dg outing with my girls!! happy HAPPY!! really thank God tt they came! i was SO SCARED they fly my aeroplane, yeps girls if ur are reading tis, i really thank God tt ur came. haha..only agnes and alene cldnt come..its alrite there will be more chances nxt time! yea..!! and so we went SETTLERS CAFE! the food is NOT bad. and the staff that was serving us is from campus crusade la! so cool, cos yea she thought some of us looked familiar, and she looked familiar to me..so after some mind linking, yea we found out she's a crusader too! and of cos we played SETTLERS OF CATAN. woo fun!! =)) i had a really great time with them. just talking and playing. thank GOD. =))
and den made a MAD dash down to rach's party. so sorry tt they all waited for me to sing bday song. sorry sorry. but it was good seeing tt funky babe too. but somehow rach is turning ABIT ah-ma. HAHAHAHAH..rachie if ur reading tis, HAAHAH..21 yrs old dun mean being an ah ma ok? hee..but still love u..i miss the jc days ALOT.
wells..so i thank GOd for today..and yeps though i have a sucky quiz on monday, im just gonnna try my best yea. haha.. =)) and yeps im finally going church after missing two weeks! missed it due to x-physique. i miss my dear myfairlady and many otherss..gonna play for some evangelistic thingy! pray pray pray!!
in case i forget, i love u all my frens. Daddy God, i love You too!
im all His =))
i blog when im happy
i realised tt i blog most often when im in a good moood..im in a SPLENDID mood today! i went shoppin with my mummy and sister and yicheng!! it was FUN!! yeahh!! i managed to bug my mum to get me 2 new tops! yea. a compensation for my spoilt jacket! im just gonna wear tt spoilt jacket. if u guys see the stain, pls just pretend u dun see it. cos im gonna pretend its NOT THERE. hahaha..kk looking forward to my dg outing at settlers cafe toM!! settlers!! here we come!! YEAHHHHH!!!!
wat shld i do for my 21st bday? party? tt one must. if not will lose alot of ang paos. hahaha.. how bout for the frens? same party? will ur come if its 2 to 3 weeks before exam? hrmm..plan plan plan!!
and dumb tyco still havent reply me. im abt to set a bomb soon. well. BE NICE WEI YEE. hahahahah..alrites..still in a good moood..really tinkin of moving back home! den i can see yicheng everyday! yea..
im all His =))
wat shld i do for my 21st bday? party? tt one must. if not will lose alot of ang paos. hahaha.. how bout for the frens? same party? will ur come if its 2 to 3 weeks before exam? hrmm..plan plan plan!!
and dumb tyco still havent reply me. im abt to set a bomb soon. well. BE NICE WEI YEE. hahahahah..alrites..still in a good moood..really tinkin of moving back home! den i can see yicheng everyday! yea..
im all His =))
Thursday, February 23, 2006
holidays
yea! its the holidays!!
my event, X-Physique is finally and really over!! hiphiphooray! thank God that the event date was pushed forward, otherwise i would be really demoralised and feelin REALLY sian by now! so thank God its over, and i tink we all did a great job. good job partner desiree for finding so many many sponsors!! -pat pat- and to the event pple, esp the ECs for the extremely fun race route! (though i doubt they read tis) yea in my eyes, it was really a job well done! though there were hiccups and chokes here and there, it doesnt matter. we all did our best and that's impt! the partipants enjoyed themselves, and even i enjoyed myself. =))
highlights of the week. SETTLERS at tony's. wahaha! we played the knights version. SUPER FUN!! must play again and im jio-ing my dg girls to go play too! but somehow the attendance not very good =( sob sob. pray pray.
now must try to finish my stupid stupid company law assignment. IM SO LOST! and also finish up the projects. anybody can tink of great new products for marketing? let me know! haha..!! and as for tyco, there's NO UPDATESSSSSSSSSSS..HAIZ. i tink they dun want me. so demoralising. pray pray again.
im all His =))
my event, X-Physique is finally and really over!! hiphiphooray! thank God that the event date was pushed forward, otherwise i would be really demoralised and feelin REALLY sian by now! so thank God its over, and i tink we all did a great job. good job partner desiree for finding so many many sponsors!! -pat pat- and to the event pple, esp the ECs for the extremely fun race route! (though i doubt they read tis) yea in my eyes, it was really a job well done! though there were hiccups and chokes here and there, it doesnt matter. we all did our best and that's impt! the partipants enjoyed themselves, and even i enjoyed myself. =))
highlights of the week. SETTLERS at tony's. wahaha! we played the knights version. SUPER FUN!! must play again and im jio-ing my dg girls to go play too! but somehow the attendance not very good =( sob sob. pray pray.
now must try to finish my stupid stupid company law assignment. IM SO LOST! and also finish up the projects. anybody can tink of great new products for marketing? let me know! haha..!! and as for tyco, there's NO UPDATESSSSSSSSSSS..HAIZ. i tink they dun want me. so demoralising. pray pray again.
im all His =))
Saturday, February 11, 2006
I MUST TESTIFY!!
its been one thousand yrs since i've updated! i guess only my beloved jie keeps coming to see if i update! anyways here is one thanksgiving to the Lord which i MUST testify!!
alrites..if ur dun know i really wanted to go on exchange program during my third year and i see so many of my frens abroad and im green with envy. and my mum even offered to sponsor me to go. so my heart was REALLY itching to go. but i made a commitment to God to serve on the ST team in the south region for crusades and going for this exchange program is something that i have to give up. and another reason for not applyin for exchange is that i know i will miss my family ALOT. and im always so scared something will happen here while im so far away.
den there's the gen12 mission which i also cant go for the overseas ones because i will be having my professional attachment during that period. so im left with one choice, that is the local mission trip - pioneering campuses. although its a local project, i really still want to be part of the mission movement, to go and win the lost for Christ. so i can only go for this trip if my PA lasts for only 8 weeks.
so when i was applyin for phase one for the PA firms, i was really prayin and askin God to just let me go for an overseas work attachement (which is a substitute for exchange program) and that it can be 8 weeks. den i came across TYCO that nite even before they sent the email to us! so i just felt that i should apply and give it a try. and please note that phase one interviews are USUALLY shortlisted by grades, but God just proved that it is also by GRACE, which was something i told garbage but i forgot and he reminded me. =)) yeps den tt was the end of my application, though i really procrastinated in applying cos i really thought i will not get shortlisted cos my grades are really really lousy (eg. i have 3Ds already). but God proved himself to be faithful! on wed a lady from tyco called me to go down for interview on thurs! it took me by surprise and i went for the interview after going to buy the clothes in a mad rush that nite. and praise God, the interview went OK even though i tink i tokked abit of nonsense. and den i hear my frens saying that some pple who are really qt good academically didn't get shortlisted. i was just so amazed that its really His grace that allowed me this opportunity to go for the interview. im still not sure of the results, and i shld know it on the 14th feb. and i believe that God is really working in this. and He knows my desires more den i do and most importantly, He knows wat is ahead of me. im excited that my future is indeed in His hands! i mean He knows i really wanted OVERSEAS and 8 WEEKS and He has brought me one step closer to realising that dream thru this interview!!
prayin for the results!! hope that it turns out good! otherwise im sure its still in His plans! i will update more about this when i know the results! it shall be a very good VDAY present for me from God!! =DD
im all His =))
alrites..if ur dun know i really wanted to go on exchange program during my third year and i see so many of my frens abroad and im green with envy. and my mum even offered to sponsor me to go. so my heart was REALLY itching to go. but i made a commitment to God to serve on the ST team in the south region for crusades and going for this exchange program is something that i have to give up. and another reason for not applyin for exchange is that i know i will miss my family ALOT. and im always so scared something will happen here while im so far away.
den there's the gen12 mission which i also cant go for the overseas ones because i will be having my professional attachment during that period. so im left with one choice, that is the local mission trip - pioneering campuses. although its a local project, i really still want to be part of the mission movement, to go and win the lost for Christ. so i can only go for this trip if my PA lasts for only 8 weeks.
so when i was applyin for phase one for the PA firms, i was really prayin and askin God to just let me go for an overseas work attachement (which is a substitute for exchange program) and that it can be 8 weeks. den i came across TYCO that nite even before they sent the email to us! so i just felt that i should apply and give it a try. and please note that phase one interviews are USUALLY shortlisted by grades, but God just proved that it is also by GRACE, which was something i told garbage but i forgot and he reminded me. =)) yeps den tt was the end of my application, though i really procrastinated in applying cos i really thought i will not get shortlisted cos my grades are really really lousy (eg. i have 3Ds already). but God proved himself to be faithful! on wed a lady from tyco called me to go down for interview on thurs! it took me by surprise and i went for the interview after going to buy the clothes in a mad rush that nite. and praise God, the interview went OK even though i tink i tokked abit of nonsense. and den i hear my frens saying that some pple who are really qt good academically didn't get shortlisted. i was just so amazed that its really His grace that allowed me this opportunity to go for the interview. im still not sure of the results, and i shld know it on the 14th feb. and i believe that God is really working in this. and He knows my desires more den i do and most importantly, He knows wat is ahead of me. im excited that my future is indeed in His hands! i mean He knows i really wanted OVERSEAS and 8 WEEKS and He has brought me one step closer to realising that dream thru this interview!!
prayin for the results!! hope that it turns out good! otherwise im sure its still in His plans! i will update more about this when i know the results! it shall be a very good VDAY present for me from God!! =DD
im all His =))
Saturday, January 28, 2006
GONG XI GONG XI!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Chinese New Year is here!! so happy happy! a break from school and a time to collect ang pao and all the gatherings!! i love CNY!! always loved it since i was a kid!! =)) spend time with family family family!! and now old le can also spend time with frens!! yeahhhhhh....last nite was crusades family steamboat! tts one family in Christ. pretty fun and huge turnout! =)) and tonite my own family's steamboat at my sister's place. im sure the food is gonna be TEN TIMES better den last nite's! hahah and den wed got one more steamboat at moley's place with 14th comm!! yeaahhhh
i havent mentioned tt GOd has really shown me how He can really work in the biz mag part of my life for X-Physique. well over the entire dec i couldn't attend any of the meetings for XP and didnt really have much time to find sponsors. and when i came back, it was so freaking stressful. i was like praying to God to show me that He can indeed work in this part of my life. since i've always thought tt tis sports club part of my life is hard to depend on Him and like i have to do things myself. but hey praise God. He really revealed Himself to me!! we have so many sponsors now!! and its amazing. contacts just come. pple just reply our emails. that's y ALL GLORY MUST GO TO HIM! i really believe He brought these sponsors to us. and i really give Him all thanks and glory. =) Thank you Father!!
now time to do some babysittin for yi cheng! he can do a flip!! woohoo smart boy.
im all His =))
Chinese New Year is here!! so happy happy! a break from school and a time to collect ang pao and all the gatherings!! i love CNY!! always loved it since i was a kid!! =)) spend time with family family family!! and now old le can also spend time with frens!! yeahhhhhh....last nite was crusades family steamboat! tts one family in Christ. pretty fun and huge turnout! =)) and tonite my own family's steamboat at my sister's place. im sure the food is gonna be TEN TIMES better den last nite's! hahah and den wed got one more steamboat at moley's place with 14th comm!! yeaahhhh
i havent mentioned tt GOd has really shown me how He can really work in the biz mag part of my life for X-Physique. well over the entire dec i couldn't attend any of the meetings for XP and didnt really have much time to find sponsors. and when i came back, it was so freaking stressful. i was like praying to God to show me that He can indeed work in this part of my life. since i've always thought tt tis sports club part of my life is hard to depend on Him and like i have to do things myself. but hey praise God. He really revealed Himself to me!! we have so many sponsors now!! and its amazing. contacts just come. pple just reply our emails. that's y ALL GLORY MUST GO TO HIM! i really believe He brought these sponsors to us. and i really give Him all thanks and glory. =) Thank you Father!!
now time to do some babysittin for yi cheng! he can do a flip!! woohoo smart boy.
im all His =))
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
yi cheng!!
k and tis is one of his cutest picture too!! =)) hahahha
dun u just adore yi cheng?? muahahhas..
muahahass..look at him!! he's smiling and he likes MY kisses!! =D
im all His =))
Saturday, January 14, 2006
Do you know?
Do you know God is working?
I can totally testify to that. Juliana shared abt how Jesus was SO DELIBERATE in His attempt to reach out to the samaratian woman and how He was so DELIBERATE in reaching out to the demon-possessed man in the Bible. and how these 2 lifes transformed and they eventually reached out to their whole village. Well God showed me how deliberate He was in reaching out to this girl (Alene!)
2 weeks ago, I promised Kelvin that I would bring him to XROADS on the 12th Jan. and one week ago, i found out that there was Uni-pageant, which I felt I should go to give makalele my support! so i decided to give XROADS a miss. but Kelvin reminded me that I was supposed to bring him! and how often is it that pple invite themselves to XROADS! so I decided to give the pageant a miss and to come for XROADS instead.
and its amazing. My disciple, Grace brought her fren (Alene), whom I know is a Catholic. And I also know that Grace and Agnes have been praying for her =)). So at the end of XROAS, I wanted to invite Alene to join a DG and to be part of Crusades! but she was a Catholic! So I really felt that I had to share the WYS with her. So I pulled her aside and I guess the Spirit led me too. (normally, I wouldn't do such a thing man.) Yeps. so I shared. and PRAISE THE LORD! She received Christ! I was so thankful.
Because in the first place, I wasn't supposed to be at XROADS. But God brought me there bcos of the promise I made to Kelvin TWO WEEKS AGO. And thank God that I know of Alene's existense through Grace and that Grace brought her there to XROADS too. And thak God for the opportunity to share so freely and she was SO RECEPTIVE! God already prepared her heart! and so yesterday, the angels rejoiced cos ONE SOUL was saved! and God was indeed deliberate in His attempt to reach out to her too. from few months ago when Grace and Agnes shared about her, and 2 weeks ago that God made me appear at XROADS and not at pageant, till yesterday when she really did receieve Christ! =)) im so amazed at how God is working! and also, thankful for this Privilege that He gave me to be involved in these pple's lives. =)) im really nothing and all I have and can offer is a heart that cries "im weak but use me.."
so excited to see more of God and experience Him so much much more!!
im all His =))
I can totally testify to that. Juliana shared abt how Jesus was SO DELIBERATE in His attempt to reach out to the samaratian woman and how He was so DELIBERATE in reaching out to the demon-possessed man in the Bible. and how these 2 lifes transformed and they eventually reached out to their whole village. Well God showed me how deliberate He was in reaching out to this girl (Alene!)
2 weeks ago, I promised Kelvin that I would bring him to XROADS on the 12th Jan. and one week ago, i found out that there was Uni-pageant, which I felt I should go to give makalele my support! so i decided to give XROADS a miss. but Kelvin reminded me that I was supposed to bring him! and how often is it that pple invite themselves to XROADS! so I decided to give the pageant a miss and to come for XROADS instead.
and its amazing. My disciple, Grace brought her fren (Alene), whom I know is a Catholic. And I also know that Grace and Agnes have been praying for her =)). So at the end of XROAS, I wanted to invite Alene to join a DG and to be part of Crusades! but she was a Catholic! So I really felt that I had to share the WYS with her. So I pulled her aside and I guess the Spirit led me too. (normally, I wouldn't do such a thing man.) Yeps. so I shared. and PRAISE THE LORD! She received Christ! I was so thankful.
Because in the first place, I wasn't supposed to be at XROADS. But God brought me there bcos of the promise I made to Kelvin TWO WEEKS AGO. And thank God that I know of Alene's existense through Grace and that Grace brought her there to XROADS too. And thak God for the opportunity to share so freely and she was SO RECEPTIVE! God already prepared her heart! and so yesterday, the angels rejoiced cos ONE SOUL was saved! and God was indeed deliberate in His attempt to reach out to her too. from few months ago when Grace and Agnes shared about her, and 2 weeks ago that God made me appear at XROADS and not at pageant, till yesterday when she really did receieve Christ! =)) im so amazed at how God is working! and also, thankful for this Privilege that He gave me to be involved in these pple's lives. =)) im really nothing and all I have and can offer is a heart that cries "im weak but use me.."
so excited to see more of God and experience Him so much much more!!
im all His =))
Friday, December 30, 2005
MetaMorphosis - Rooted and Built Up
back from an awesome meta camp!! =)) i'll say meta will always be the best camp(s) in my life. to be around like-minded God-loving pple is always a priviledge. learnt alot this camp. so here goes!!
some really basic stuff tt we tend to forget. we forget that God loves us JUST AS WE ARE! we are blessed, loved, His precious ones and He is always thinking of us. sometimes i cant understand how He can love me just as i am. but im glad and thankful that it is just by HIS GRACE that we stand, by HIS GRACE we can be called His precious children. it is indeed a TRUTH that God loves us, so despite the feeling that we may experience, we cannot deny the fact that He loves us and sent His Son, Jesus to die on the cross for us. So, WHY DID JESUS DIE? He died to set us free from sins. He was the willing, pleasing sacrifice that used His blood to wash our sins as WHITE as snow. and all this cannot be a lie. bcos NO MAN would DIE for a lie. Jesus was executed bcos He claimed to be the Son of God and even to the point of death, He would not deny this fact. so if any normal man was to go through all the whipping and humiliation and even being nailed on the cross for a lie, he would have admitted he was lying. but Jesus did NOT admit to lies. He faced the cross out of obedience to the Father. so Jesus died. but here's the BIG difference. HE ROSE AGAIN 3 days later! He is not a dead God. we are NOT worshipping a dead body. He is THE LIVING GOD. it is a distinct difference between all other religions and Christianity. and Jesus said He is the way, the truth and the life. no one comes to the Father except through Him. =)) so what's next? we all have to receieve Him into our lives. He loves us SO MUCH!! and this love runs deeper than the ocean and it stretches as wide as the ends of the earth.
wells. besides this, i personally experienced how God prepared the ground that i went during Project X (evangelism). how the people's hearts were so responsive is really the work of God and not by any man's own efforts so we may not boast, but give praise and glory to Him. =))
and also our vision. MOVEMENTS EVERYWHERE - so that EVERY STUDENT will know someone who truly follows Jesus. this campus is one which the Lord has given us, we must be good stewards of it and yeps, BUILD MOVEMENTS! as long as we have a willing heart, God will be able to do a great work in and through us. but its a CHOICE we make. we choose to let God use us. me myself am NOTHING, but God can show His everything through me. and this meta, i learnt what it was to MAKE a CHOICE to praise and worship Him. i knew in my heart i was angry at God for the rain on tues which spoilt all the games plan, and i was questioning God why did it rain. afterall we had really worked really hard for the games and prayed really hard. but i came to realise this anger came from the frustrations and confusion i felt when the rain came. and when we were singing the song that goes 'i will worship', in my heart i was telling God 'yes, i will still CHOOSE to worship You despite everything'. and im glad i made that choice. and i pray that should the world collapse, each and everyone of us will still make the choice of CHOOSING to praise Him.
and thank God for the great CG i had and the new brothers and sisters that i came to know! they're all great encouragement to me. to see how each and everyone seeks to serve God with whatever they have. its marvellous. lifes change, hearts change. and all this are NOT the work of Man. but the work of God. =))
im all His =))
some really basic stuff tt we tend to forget. we forget that God loves us JUST AS WE ARE! we are blessed, loved, His precious ones and He is always thinking of us. sometimes i cant understand how He can love me just as i am. but im glad and thankful that it is just by HIS GRACE that we stand, by HIS GRACE we can be called His precious children. it is indeed a TRUTH that God loves us, so despite the feeling that we may experience, we cannot deny the fact that He loves us and sent His Son, Jesus to die on the cross for us. So, WHY DID JESUS DIE? He died to set us free from sins. He was the willing, pleasing sacrifice that used His blood to wash our sins as WHITE as snow. and all this cannot be a lie. bcos NO MAN would DIE for a lie. Jesus was executed bcos He claimed to be the Son of God and even to the point of death, He would not deny this fact. so if any normal man was to go through all the whipping and humiliation and even being nailed on the cross for a lie, he would have admitted he was lying. but Jesus did NOT admit to lies. He faced the cross out of obedience to the Father. so Jesus died. but here's the BIG difference. HE ROSE AGAIN 3 days later! He is not a dead God. we are NOT worshipping a dead body. He is THE LIVING GOD. it is a distinct difference between all other religions and Christianity. and Jesus said He is the way, the truth and the life. no one comes to the Father except through Him. =)) so what's next? we all have to receieve Him into our lives. He loves us SO MUCH!! and this love runs deeper than the ocean and it stretches as wide as the ends of the earth.
wells. besides this, i personally experienced how God prepared the ground that i went during Project X (evangelism). how the people's hearts were so responsive is really the work of God and not by any man's own efforts so we may not boast, but give praise and glory to Him. =))
and also our vision. MOVEMENTS EVERYWHERE - so that EVERY STUDENT will know someone who truly follows Jesus. this campus is one which the Lord has given us, we must be good stewards of it and yeps, BUILD MOVEMENTS! as long as we have a willing heart, God will be able to do a great work in and through us. but its a CHOICE we make. we choose to let God use us. me myself am NOTHING, but God can show His everything through me. and this meta, i learnt what it was to MAKE a CHOICE to praise and worship Him. i knew in my heart i was angry at God for the rain on tues which spoilt all the games plan, and i was questioning God why did it rain. afterall we had really worked really hard for the games and prayed really hard. but i came to realise this anger came from the frustrations and confusion i felt when the rain came. and when we were singing the song that goes 'i will worship', in my heart i was telling God 'yes, i will still CHOOSE to worship You despite everything'. and im glad i made that choice. and i pray that should the world collapse, each and everyone of us will still make the choice of CHOOSING to praise Him.
and thank God for the great CG i had and the new brothers and sisters that i came to know! they're all great encouragement to me. to see how each and everyone seeks to serve God with whatever they have. its marvellous. lifes change, hearts change. and all this are NOT the work of Man. but the work of God. =))
im all His =))
Sunday, December 18, 2005
me. the sentimental old cow.
haha. yeps i am a sentimental old cow! not that i didnt oredi know that. but i just proved it again when i was diggin out all the soft toys for liren to bring to bangla! =)) haha. i have kept ALL the toys that were presents and even toys since i was in pri sch, even though old garfield and donald and little blue rabbit and even the old macdonald teddy bear are ALL REALLY OLD, they are all in tact and i cant bear to throw them away. so they are all kept in the cupboards to avoid trapping dust! haha. so im still keeping them even though my mum might be complaining. haha! to add on to my sentimentalness, i still have almost all the letters that i've ever receieved since primary sch. haha so ms poon shu min, all our memories are still there to refresh man! so nice. yeps and my journals from primary schools and the diarys tt i've ever written. haha. i love being sentimental. helps me to keep memories in check. =))
anyways had a super insightful and exciting AND MIND-STIMULATING (which explains y i was totally exhausted after the summit) uni summit with campus crusade. learnt alot about MOVEMENT EVERYWHERE - so that every student will know somebody who truly follows Jesus. and its really exciting because we have this 52,000 uni students that God wants us to reach out to! and u know God can really reach all these students on their own. but He chose to involve us! like how He waited for David for 40 days before David used some stone to kill that big giant (dunno how to spell Gor-liar?). now, we are the chosen generation to be involved with Him in this BIG EXCITING plan! =)) it was a time of reflecting too, knowing God's heartbeat and wanting to be in sync with it. =)) and you know, our GOD IS A BIG GOD. we can dream BIG DREAMS because HE IS THE BIG GOD.
and i have thanksgiving many many. =)
God do listen to His children's cries.
im all His =))
anyways had a super insightful and exciting AND MIND-STIMULATING (which explains y i was totally exhausted after the summit) uni summit with campus crusade. learnt alot about MOVEMENT EVERYWHERE - so that every student will know somebody who truly follows Jesus. and its really exciting because we have this 52,000 uni students that God wants us to reach out to! and u know God can really reach all these students on their own. but He chose to involve us! like how He waited for David for 40 days before David used some stone to kill that big giant (dunno how to spell Gor-liar?). now, we are the chosen generation to be involved with Him in this BIG EXCITING plan! =)) it was a time of reflecting too, knowing God's heartbeat and wanting to be in sync with it. =)) and you know, our GOD IS A BIG GOD. we can dream BIG DREAMS because HE IS THE BIG GOD.
and i have thanksgiving many many. =)
God do listen to His children's cries.
im all His =))
Saturday, December 10, 2005
frustration
haiz. feelin frustrated over watever is happening now. grandma's not going to get better and it sucks watching her suffer so much. every breath she takes is also xing ku now. i can only pray and pray and i dun even know wat to expect. haiz. super super sian. n i wish dad will just stop telling me im fat. im feeling shitty enuff. thanks.
im all His =))
im all His =))
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